Can anybody tell me what the song ALONE I BREAK BY KORN means its for school?

It's about how their lead singer and songwriter (Jonathon Davis) is breaking down and depressed, and how he thinks that he's not tough because of it. He thinks men are supposed to be able to take these things, be a man, so he wonders to himself "Does this make me not a man?" He's trying to leave his hurt and his feelings behind. It's basically all in the faith of that.